Failure

I feel like the biggest failure. I graduated from the SBU education department and have no job, no prospects, and no idea where I am going to live. Do I bum off my mom who can't afford it or my grandparents who will make me feel like a failure daily? Everyone says they are proud of me yet, my mom just told me to get a fast food job for now? An SBU education department grad working in fast food is the biggest failure ever! So now I just sit and pray I can sub and find something or someone. Oh yeah did I mention I am 23 and only sort of dated 1 guy ever. He was an idiot in high school that I never dated for more than 2 months at a time and would cheat on me constantly. Yep, I am doing so great in the world right now.